I think you answered your own question about your dream. You do not need to be cleaning up the messes of others, but, it goes against your instinct to do so. It can be overwhelming. I am going through my own tribulations, but it is hard for me to pour it all out there for the world to see. Maybe I am wrong, but, the things I am going through are hard to write about.

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